tales from an ordinary world

2001-03-29

It builds up. It's been building up. Maybe more so than usual. The anger response just won't come out of my mouth - blocked by my general sense of guilt - but it's pushing its way up my throat all the same.

I walked a few kilometres, more or less by chance, trying to shake off the tense feeling. It'll take more effort than that. It'll take more than the simple steps of a bad mood guy.

At the same time though, I need to start thinking about the Future. The f-word. I'm bad at doing this at the best of times, but I'm just a slave to circumstance. So be it.

see you later, space cowboy...

Current Listening :

• American Music Club's Hello Amsterdam EP.

• the bonus Matador CD thingy that came in this month's Wire.

• Fear of Flying, by Bowery Electric.