tales from an ordinary world

2001-12-23

I spent all day at work, sucked in by the never-ending "I'll just fix this one, too, while I'm here." One of them took 3 and a half hours to run, so I sat in the office with just my music to keep me company. It felt good to get all this stuff done, but I didn't notice how much it took out of me until I got home and suddenly and irrationally felt drained, tired, thoroughly depressed and very lonely. A chemical imbalance ? I'm not sure. I found myself drawn into watching The Interview, and then had something to eat, and then life seemed a tiny bit more bearable. I'm determined not to go under this Christmas.