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"Character building" experiences. Spending all morning biting my tongue rather than telling somebody off, and consequently finding it hard to justify my existence. Feeling a whole lot better after a good lunch out of the office. Standing in the rain waiting for the evening tram.
I'm not sure what to allow myself to feel good about these days - there's always a reason to feel like I shouldn't put myself first, that my needs can wait, there'll be other times. I'll cope.