tales from an ordinary world

2000-11-14

Decisions. Do I fork out for more technology or hang onto my cash, as if some blessed event were just around the corner ? Saving's never been one of my stronger capabilities. The future, in general, just happens. There's no fun in planning.

The cruelest blow was on Monday morning, discovering that my week-old pair of sunglasses had somehow ended up with a cracked lens. All day I could hear the voices telling me off, pointing out my sheer irresponsibility. So it's hard, hard to make myself spend, when the guilt hangs over me like a black cloud.